Now that I think about it and look back its been a while since I submitted or updated this journal. Allot has been happening in my life. I've lost some dear family and my school work was hounding me. But I've graduated now both from school and mentally to a new level of determination. I can't let anybody who helped me get to this point down so I've decided to really work harder in every facet of my life. So here I go, wish me luck. And I wish everyone else who's working hard to be better the same.